i hate hospitals.

they are a perpetual nightmare whereby it's cynically depressing. i feel as though everyone would die sooner or later in the stuffy wards and i feel like just shifting everyone out of there. i used to love hospitals though, when i was way younger and thought the food in the hospital was delicious. but when you go in there more times then you should to visit your love ones, you get pretty sick of it and just feel like slamming the doors.

of course, hospitals is not always about death. there's life too. but how many times do you actually go for the sick and not for the new born? i have yet to see a new born and really wish to, i think it would be amazing and maybe then my perception of hospitals will finally change.

some people tend to revert to their old selves and some people still don't change.
i thought we got out of that phase and wish to pass on, but i guess we didn't.
i wish i did, and hoped i did.
don't we all?